I am in an unusual predicament
omg.
I have butterflies in my stomach.
I can’t concentrate.
I have a chem exam in 36 hours.
I have hours of cramming to do.
He wants to see me!
This does not happen to me.
All this crush business was meant to start in school, right?
Teenage hormones racing and whatnot.
Definitely not when I’m 20?
This is what happens when you ‘decide’ to to pause your life and become a bystander instead.
When you decide to watch others live.
Okay okay in my defense, I’m trying to change.
I fricken moved countries and am now living my uni days in a way I never thought I would.
It’s incredible.
(It’s also running away in a lot of respects)
But attitudes you’ve held on for so long don’t die easily. Case in point no guy will ever like me!
Fricken hell, I’m going to have to take a risk.
BUT I CANNOT FAIL THIS PAPER!
- February 18 2012 | 1 Notes - Read More →














